I don't know why, but I keep whispering to myself sometimes, just ranting out all these bad and negative things about myself and about others. And I try to stop myself, but it's like I WANT it to continue, even though I know it's wrong. These words come out randomly from my mind, and I have no idea where they pop from. It's exactly like a speech, without the memorization...
I sometimes have these urges to be 'bad' as well. I don't want these thoughts, but I just... I just sometimes feel like I WANT to.
I don't know if I have to tell this to someone. Do others feel like this? What IS this?
Thanks...I just sometimes rant to myself... but very dark and evil thoughts? Like I'm not me anymore!? Help!?
Extreme emotions can be part of being a teenager. But then, if you have additional symptoms there could be something more to it.
Do you have other symptoms also?
Is there time that passes, that you cannot explain where you were or what you were doing?
Do you easily lose your car in a parking lot?
Do some people talk to you as if they know you, but you have no idea who they are?
Do they speak of things you've said or done - and you have no memory of it?
Do you find that you've spent money - and can't account for it?
Are you finding clothing in your closet that isn't yours?
Are you known for distinct moods or opinion differences that seem in conflict?
Have you had an invisible friend, growing up?
Are you having times that you ';zone-out';?
Sometimes to you have problems accessing the part of you that does math or writing or music....and need to be in a certain mood to access your ability to do it?
Do friends or family have nick-names for your moods?
Do you sometimes spend time thinking you're a younger or older age?
IF you have answered yes to some of these questions, I would suggest you seek out a psychologist or go to Mental (/or Behavioral) Health. Ask to speak with someone with experience in Dissociative Disorders.
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