The Villian
A spot on my windsheild
a festering wound
seeping through the bandages
down to to the deepest part of me
Thats what you are
a f**king speck on my mirror
that I can't rub away
all of the solvent in the world
couldn't dissolve your presence
your presence that seeks to destroy
and I can smell your intentions
from a million miles away
they smell like sulfur and burning paper
acrid and disgusting
it lingers in the roof of my mouth
You don't scare me,
you festering wound
your pus will crust over.
disintegrate.
and fall away
we'll be the victors at the end of the day.This is probably not that good seeing as its a rant of sorts. Thoughts?
every heroin needs a villainThis is probably not that good seeing as its a rant of sorts. Thoughts?
I am looking in the mirror.
I didn't know you knew me.
You are right. It's not that good and it is a rant.
Poetry is expressing yourself so I think you did a good. Better to let your emotions off through poetry than to keep them deep inside. I like it but I hating thinking about the truth behind it so try to work things out life doesn't have to be as hard as we make it. Anyway if you ever want to read some of my poetry look me up on http://www.unitedworldpoets.com/.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Ranting-- Having Suicidal Thoughts?
Have you ever go thru moments where you just ******* hate ppl-- period? They don't understand you and you know their comments or suggestions are full of ****--just smoke blown up your ***? I mean, you damn well know whats best for you and others love to give you a HUGE mind **** over **** that makes you look like your own worst enemy. Bulllllshiiit.
I like to follow my OWN ideas for once, thank you. I promise you I'm not being a ***** and all, but I deserve to put my foot down. **** everybody's opinions. I need a break from life, possibly forever.
Ranting-- Having Suicidal Thoughts?
IF YOU DIDNT WANT OPPINIONS YOU SHOULDNT HAVE ASKED THIS QUESTION!!Ranting-- Having Suicidal Thoughts?
Well, don't kill yourself for it, jeez. Tell the people that are telling you what to do too much to back off. But don't go overboard. Sometimes, they could be right. Just think about it for a little while if what they're saying makes sense. But if you know it's just total ****, then tell them to get off your back.
And I'm sorry but I'm not telling you to do anything I'm simply expressing MY opinion. You have a right to and so do I. I say, that's gotta be the dumbest excuse to kill yourself EVA.
You sound like my friend Jay. When he gets in his ';I hate everybody moods'; he just up and bakes a fat batch of SPECIAL brownies. Two or three of those will calm you down. FO SHOW....... :()
And it sucks when you are too insecure to stand up for yourself but, you just want to scream I do not have to justify myself to you so just let me do what I want. What is annoying too is that those people that get on you only seem to care when they think something is ';wrong';. Ok I get that you are just concerned but if that is true why don't you ever give a **** when I succeed at something? If you do not care all the time then don't bother caring at all please.
And these people nag about issues that they cant even handle in their own lives.
What are your thoughts on this rant/poem?
Do not write off drugs as merely drugs...
For these are you-
Untapping, unleashing parts of yourself that are part of the essential you...
Experiences and feelings which hibernate in your soul.
Oh that longing love!
That everything is as is should be...
That all that is love is both beautiful and heartbreaking...
To live in heaven is to live in hell.
I missed you...
And you are me.
To live in love that is both earth and sky and above earth and sky...
One toe in each savory sauce...
Smoke and eat.
My red balloon,
My peeking moon,
My heart is tuned,
My soul will bloom...What are your thoughts on this rant/poem?
Pretty good. I especially like the second stanza. :DWhat are your thoughts on this rant/poem?
I really, really, really, really LOVE this poem!
REALLY!
Did you write it:?
If so, you are amazingly talented!
For these are you-
Untapping, unleashing parts of yourself that are part of the essential you...
Experiences and feelings which hibernate in your soul.
Oh that longing love!
That everything is as is should be...
That all that is love is both beautiful and heartbreaking...
To live in heaven is to live in hell.
I missed you...
And you are me.
To live in love that is both earth and sky and above earth and sky...
One toe in each savory sauce...
Smoke and eat.
My red balloon,
My peeking moon,
My heart is tuned,
My soul will bloom...What are your thoughts on this rant/poem?
Pretty good. I especially like the second stanza. :DWhat are your thoughts on this rant/poem?
I really, really, really, really LOVE this poem!
REALLY!
Did you write it:?
If so, you are amazingly talented!
Would you libbies like to see a rant by a FOX correspondent? Shepard Smith? What are your thoughts?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aEtFMj6Zi鈥?/a>
';we are America - we do not F**king torture!!';Would you libbies like to see a rant by a FOX correspondent? Shepard Smith? What are your thoughts?
No.
';we are America - we do not F**king torture!!';Would you libbies like to see a rant by a FOX correspondent? Shepard Smith? What are your thoughts?
No.
Ashamed of cousin bit of a rant.......ur thoughts please on how i should handle this?
My cousin and I are pretty close but not so much anymore. I know these are shady, mean thoughts, but shes gained soo much weight for the last few years, I feel embarresed going out with her. Its like food is always on her mind, as soon as we get to the mall she wants to go to the food court then she complains that shes huge( shes almost 300 pounds). When she eats she just stares at her food and she doesnt know what else is going on around her.
She's stopped talking to me before because of a guy, and as soon as they broke up, she wanted to make things better with me. I forgave her, but it happened again twice...she didnt exactly stop talking to me but this guy she was dating called my house cursing my father,and leaving porn msgs on my house phone for fun!. And she wouldnt even talk to him about it, she basically didnt care. And to top it off....she never even met this guy. She met him through me and they started talking, she sent him a fake photo of herself. He would ask her to meet up but she always had excuses. This story is pathedic as hell but I have to cut it short (sorry guys ha). Long pathedic story short he found out what she really looked like and stoped talking to her.
So the other day she told me her current bf gave her an STD. He hid it from her the first time he gave it to her ( yes she got it twice) and made her think she gave it to HIM. Now it's a possiblity that she gave it to other guys (one just happens to be a guy i went to school with) She doesnt use protection (shes had an abortion already). These are just SOME examples.
Shes an idiot and im sick of her and her actions. But shes my cousin......I dont want there to be a grudge and us stop talking again. But she obviously doesnt care if shes willing to put losers over me..Why should I?Ashamed of cousin bit of a rant.......ur thoughts please on how i should handle this?
Too much information! But I see your point. Key is you are ';sick of her and her actions';. Her life is disgusting to you and you dont want to be a passenger on her slow motion train wreck. You should be careful you dont need her to make you look good by comparison, check yourself first, then try to find activities to do with her that are healthy and non food related and if shes not interested then its her choice, encourage her to get some counseling for her food addiction and tell her you hope she gets happier soon. Then get on with your life and get busy with your own choices, make them great. I hope she comes around, and I like that you still care about her, just become part of the solution not the problem. Hers and yours.make up advice natural cosmetics
She's stopped talking to me before because of a guy, and as soon as they broke up, she wanted to make things better with me. I forgave her, but it happened again twice...she didnt exactly stop talking to me but this guy she was dating called my house cursing my father,and leaving porn msgs on my house phone for fun!. And she wouldnt even talk to him about it, she basically didnt care. And to top it off....she never even met this guy. She met him through me and they started talking, she sent him a fake photo of herself. He would ask her to meet up but she always had excuses. This story is pathedic as hell but I have to cut it short (sorry guys ha). Long pathedic story short he found out what she really looked like and stoped talking to her.
So the other day she told me her current bf gave her an STD. He hid it from her the first time he gave it to her ( yes she got it twice) and made her think she gave it to HIM. Now it's a possiblity that she gave it to other guys (one just happens to be a guy i went to school with) She doesnt use protection (shes had an abortion already). These are just SOME examples.
Shes an idiot and im sick of her and her actions. But shes my cousin......I dont want there to be a grudge and us stop talking again. But she obviously doesnt care if shes willing to put losers over me..Why should I?Ashamed of cousin bit of a rant.......ur thoughts please on how i should handle this?
Too much information! But I see your point. Key is you are ';sick of her and her actions';. Her life is disgusting to you and you dont want to be a passenger on her slow motion train wreck. You should be careful you dont need her to make you look good by comparison, check yourself first, then try to find activities to do with her that are healthy and non food related and if shes not interested then its her choice, encourage her to get some counseling for her food addiction and tell her you hope she gets happier soon. Then get on with your life and get busy with your own choices, make them great. I hope she comes around, and I like that you still care about her, just become part of the solution not the problem. Hers and yours.
Global warming - going green - I am so sick of this liberal rant! Your thoughts?
I am also tired of the politicians %26amp; people in the entertainment industry that come on TV boo-hooing about global warming %26amp; going green to save the environment but wait....they have private jets several homes etc. etc. So really the message is - you want me to change my life style while you continue with yours as you will.... ah ...you’re all big hypocrites? Hello!?Global warming - going green - I am so sick of this liberal rant! Your thoughts?
You're SO right. If they want everyone to go green, which I'm glad they're trying to promote, they should be the examples instead of being all talk. Try a 'green' jet. Can't they make fancy 'green' limos and corvettes and stuff? They need to be told by someone big that they don't need all this. I personally don't understand why celebrities and other big shots should get all this for what, working hard for one movie and then smiling for the paparazzi? I work REALLY hard every day using the little power I have to make a difference in the world, and I don't think it's very fair that they can't spare a bit of their photo time to take even just a little action that A LOT of people will follow, since these people are practically WORSHIPPED.Global warming - going green - I am so sick of this liberal rant! Your thoughts?
I agree that a lot of those who talk highly about going green are actually among the great energy wasters, and the countries that use most of the energy and have very few forests left try to make the energy poor and forested countries stop using their forests and increasing their energy uptake, but do nothing to save energy and plant trees themselves.
That is all true, but global warming is a real threat, and sometimes you need hypocrites to get a honest message through.
It's not just liberals ranting. Maybe there's something to rant about?
';Former Republican House Speaker Newt Gingrich challenged fellow conservatives to stop resisting scientific evidence of global warming';
';National Review published a cover story this past week calling on conservatives to shake off denial and get into the climate policy debate';
';Pat Robertson (very conservative Christian leader) 'It is getting hotter and the ice caps are melting and there is a build up of carbon dioxide in the air. We really need to do something on fossil fuels.”
Ford Motor Company CEO William Clay Ford, Jr. ';I believe there is now more than enough evidence of climate change to warrant an immediate and comprehensive - but considered - response. Anyone who disagrees is, in my view, still in denial.';
';The science of global warming is clear. We know enough to act now. We must act now.';
James Rogers, CEO of Charlotte-based Duke Energy.
';Republican governors team up against global warming';
http://rawstory.com/news/2007/Republican…
';the overwhelming number of scientists now believe that there is significant human cause,'' Giuliani said, adding the debate on the existence of global warming ';is almost unnecessary ... ''
http://sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=…
';(from Republicans for Environmental Protection) The consensus of almost all climate scientists is that global warming is already happening, that human actions are causing it, and that it will cause major problems for our planet.';
http://www.rep.org/news/GEvol5/ge5.1_glo…
I don't think we should listen to politicians at all about global warming. Whatever they say or try to do will probably be vetoed by those who oppose their ideas. Global warmining is just a part of the climate change crisis. Instead of listening to them, we should try to change our lifestyle instead. Regardless of what happens, being ';greener'; benefits us and not the politicians. When do they ever get something done in time? Politics is politics.
Yes that's the way it goes . Our leaders tell us to do one thing and they do the other . Yes we are a bunch of fools listening and doing what we are told . Yes ride your bicycle so we can ride in the limo . Get on a bus so we can fly in our jet . conserve water so we can keep our swimming pool full , Go to Iraq wile we go to the ranch . Go fight and kill be killed wile we hide in the bunker .
Our leaders . Aren't they just wonderful ! ??
Yea, this ';I'm greener than you, so I must be a better person'; stuff is very tiring.
Like alot of passing fads when this one dies out the celebs will jump off the bandwagon and hop on another.
You're SO right. If they want everyone to go green, which I'm glad they're trying to promote, they should be the examples instead of being all talk. Try a 'green' jet. Can't they make fancy 'green' limos and corvettes and stuff? They need to be told by someone big that they don't need all this. I personally don't understand why celebrities and other big shots should get all this for what, working hard for one movie and then smiling for the paparazzi? I work REALLY hard every day using the little power I have to make a difference in the world, and I don't think it's very fair that they can't spare a bit of their photo time to take even just a little action that A LOT of people will follow, since these people are practically WORSHIPPED.Global warming - going green - I am so sick of this liberal rant! Your thoughts?
I agree that a lot of those who talk highly about going green are actually among the great energy wasters, and the countries that use most of the energy and have very few forests left try to make the energy poor and forested countries stop using their forests and increasing their energy uptake, but do nothing to save energy and plant trees themselves.
That is all true, but global warming is a real threat, and sometimes you need hypocrites to get a honest message through.
It's not just liberals ranting. Maybe there's something to rant about?
';Former Republican House Speaker Newt Gingrich challenged fellow conservatives to stop resisting scientific evidence of global warming';
';National Review published a cover story this past week calling on conservatives to shake off denial and get into the climate policy debate';
';Pat Robertson (very conservative Christian leader) 'It is getting hotter and the ice caps are melting and there is a build up of carbon dioxide in the air. We really need to do something on fossil fuels.”
Ford Motor Company CEO William Clay Ford, Jr. ';I believe there is now more than enough evidence of climate change to warrant an immediate and comprehensive - but considered - response. Anyone who disagrees is, in my view, still in denial.';
';The science of global warming is clear. We know enough to act now. We must act now.';
James Rogers, CEO of Charlotte-based Duke Energy.
';Republican governors team up against global warming';
http://rawstory.com/news/2007/Republican…
';the overwhelming number of scientists now believe that there is significant human cause,'' Giuliani said, adding the debate on the existence of global warming ';is almost unnecessary ... ''
http://sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=…
';(from Republicans for Environmental Protection) The consensus of almost all climate scientists is that global warming is already happening, that human actions are causing it, and that it will cause major problems for our planet.';
http://www.rep.org/news/GEvol5/ge5.1_glo…
I don't think we should listen to politicians at all about global warming. Whatever they say or try to do will probably be vetoed by those who oppose their ideas. Global warmining is just a part of the climate change crisis. Instead of listening to them, we should try to change our lifestyle instead. Regardless of what happens, being ';greener'; benefits us and not the politicians. When do they ever get something done in time? Politics is politics.
Yes that's the way it goes . Our leaders tell us to do one thing and they do the other . Yes we are a bunch of fools listening and doing what we are told . Yes ride your bicycle so we can ride in the limo . Get on a bus so we can fly in our jet . conserve water so we can keep our swimming pool full , Go to Iraq wile we go to the ranch . Go fight and kill be killed wile we hide in the bunker .
Our leaders . Aren't they just wonderful ! ??
Yea, this ';I'm greener than you, so I must be a better person'; stuff is very tiring.
Like alot of passing fads when this one dies out the celebs will jump off the bandwagon and hop on another.
Question about my thoughts(rant)?
i am almost 21 there are sometimes i wish i could act more like an adult ';should'; but at the same time i would like to go back to being a kid. i never had a father/father figure and sometimes i wish i could go back to being a kid and have a dad to show/ do ';fatherly activity's'; with me and to teach me things some that might help me now. Also at the same time i want to go further with my life so i can be the father to someone that i never had to be able to do those things with and teach to. although i think i need to grow up a lot more then i have but i feel like i will still behave/ think the same way then as now. that i have alreadyy grown up but i still feel very immature and childish. i am worried that i wont grow upmentallyly and behave any different then i am sorry this is just a rantQuestion about my thoughts(rant)?
Every man has immature thoughts its the child in us all.
What you need to do is recognize situations where you need to behave like an adult.
You're no different from the rest of us.
Im 36 and still do childish things but i know when i need to be mature.
It will come in time.Question about my thoughts(rant)?
Your afraid that you won't be excepted is your fear! ';I've been there! But i have always been true to myself and that's all that should matter my friend! That's the age you discover the downhill sparrow and if you don't life it responsibly it will cripple or kill you! Anymore qeustions?
i'm 22 and still get called a kid. it sucks but don't let it get to ya, we all have childish moments. as long as you're responsible when you have to be it'll be alright
I think you will do just fine. The fact that you are conscious of these attributes puts you leaps and bounds above allot of your peers. I too just recently became an adult... I'm gonna be 37!
i understand. I wish i could be a kid again too. So many things i wish i could change. I feel like i missed out on high school. My parents would not let me go to public school and i could not stand the private school any more so i got an internship at 16, and stopped school. During that time i also got involved with a rough crowd, then went to college, lived wild, then had a baby, and life got even crazier. Sometimes i wish i could go back to high school and be like a ';normal'; teenager, attend prom, play sports - normal American youth experience. And sometimes i imagine i had a different past and a different dad. I miss being a kid. It was fun. I was so carefree. I had feelings of not being sure of who i was, not sure who others thought i was, and how i presented myself to the world. I was a teen, and in my early twenties is when i struggled with confusion.
I am just now coming to grips with everything and feel great about myself. I still feel like a kid but that is good. It is good to have youthful qualities. You become an adult in time. Your character grows and you grow up. But you can have many sides to yourself. I am 26. I am using my experiences for good. It is hard. I am still learning. Just be patient with yourself. One piece of advise that will help from delays id to be careful about drinking and any kind of substances to mask your feelings. It won't help. It will only delay your growth. Your feelings have to be dealt with eventually. And be weary of the company you keep. Don't hang out with people you don't feel comfortable and at home with. Have high standards, and be confident in yourself. Find who you are and be happy. You won't be able to take off your mask until you figure out who you are yourself. Best wishes.
To grow up and mature is a term like love it comes to mean something entirely different for each one of us with some similarities. At the basic level you start out needing someone to do everything for you. Slowly you begin to take responsibility for yourself. After doing the things that sustain life. Learning to walk or become mobile, communicate, feed, sleep entertain yourself next you begin lessons in a way to financially sustain yourself, once you have accomplished gainful employment you can begin to reach out to others by marriage, children community.
You never know how long each step will take or what obstacles will block your path.
In a 20 year old I wonder if you are referring to finding gainful employment that is causing you to feel inadequate. Or finding someone to love you so you can now reach out. Either way some never achieve everything.
What I am trying to say is your age does not determine how you should act. It is more based on the obstacles blocking you from caring for yourself.
Identify any obstacles and begin to tackle them.
Every man has immature thoughts its the child in us all.
What you need to do is recognize situations where you need to behave like an adult.
You're no different from the rest of us.
Im 36 and still do childish things but i know when i need to be mature.
It will come in time.Question about my thoughts(rant)?
Your afraid that you won't be excepted is your fear! ';I've been there! But i have always been true to myself and that's all that should matter my friend! That's the age you discover the downhill sparrow and if you don't life it responsibly it will cripple or kill you! Anymore qeustions?
i'm 22 and still get called a kid. it sucks but don't let it get to ya, we all have childish moments. as long as you're responsible when you have to be it'll be alright
I think you will do just fine. The fact that you are conscious of these attributes puts you leaps and bounds above allot of your peers. I too just recently became an adult... I'm gonna be 37!
i understand. I wish i could be a kid again too. So many things i wish i could change. I feel like i missed out on high school. My parents would not let me go to public school and i could not stand the private school any more so i got an internship at 16, and stopped school. During that time i also got involved with a rough crowd, then went to college, lived wild, then had a baby, and life got even crazier. Sometimes i wish i could go back to high school and be like a ';normal'; teenager, attend prom, play sports - normal American youth experience. And sometimes i imagine i had a different past and a different dad. I miss being a kid. It was fun. I was so carefree. I had feelings of not being sure of who i was, not sure who others thought i was, and how i presented myself to the world. I was a teen, and in my early twenties is when i struggled with confusion.
I am just now coming to grips with everything and feel great about myself. I still feel like a kid but that is good. It is good to have youthful qualities. You become an adult in time. Your character grows and you grow up. But you can have many sides to yourself. I am 26. I am using my experiences for good. It is hard. I am still learning. Just be patient with yourself. One piece of advise that will help from delays id to be careful about drinking and any kind of substances to mask your feelings. It won't help. It will only delay your growth. Your feelings have to be dealt with eventually. And be weary of the company you keep. Don't hang out with people you don't feel comfortable and at home with. Have high standards, and be confident in yourself. Find who you are and be happy. You won't be able to take off your mask until you figure out who you are yourself. Best wishes.
To grow up and mature is a term like love it comes to mean something entirely different for each one of us with some similarities. At the basic level you start out needing someone to do everything for you. Slowly you begin to take responsibility for yourself. After doing the things that sustain life. Learning to walk or become mobile, communicate, feed, sleep entertain yourself next you begin lessons in a way to financially sustain yourself, once you have accomplished gainful employment you can begin to reach out to others by marriage, children community.
You never know how long each step will take or what obstacles will block your path.
In a 20 year old I wonder if you are referring to finding gainful employment that is causing you to feel inadequate. Or finding someone to love you so you can now reach out. Either way some never achieve everything.
What I am trying to say is your age does not determine how you should act. It is more based on the obstacles blocking you from caring for yourself.
Identify any obstacles and begin to tackle them.
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